Our little princess is one tough cookie! I cannot imagine how she felt before decompression #2. The progress we have seen has been amazing. There's not really any other word for it. Even though she does not get another MRI until December, I already know what it's going to say in my heart. I know the syrinx is either gone or shrunk significantly. We have a NEW KID. As I write this, she is sitting in her bouncy chair pressing away on her musical flowers. Most parents would be ready to smash the thing by now, but hearing that sound (albeit annoying as it is!) means so much to me. Because a month ago she could have cared less. She didn;t want to play with toys, she didn't move her arms. Yet here she sits, twirling the flowers, making them go, and entertaining herself for the first time in her life. She is trying her hardest to sit up even though she still has another week to go before she's allowed. And best of all, we see leg movement all the time. Coming from little to no movement to frequent kicks and wiggles pretty much makes me cry. No lie there. I had almost resigned myself to the fact that my daughter would never walk, even a little. It doesn't even really matter whether she does or not as long as she's happy and independent. But this gives me so much hope for her mobility. I cannot wait to get her braces so we can really see what she wants to do. The food trials are going so much better than we could ask for. She wants more, more, more! Her five trial bites are never enough for her. And her language is improving too, she is developing new speech sounds that we've never heard her say before and she even throws me a bone now and then by saying mama. Occasionally. Dada is still the word of the day, every day!
Mommy is back to work and while I am sad to leave my baby girl, I am happy for all the blessings my family has received over the last couple of months. So many good changes have happened and we're looking forward to the first day of the rest of our lives as we work to get back on our feet. I don't want to jinx it, but we are starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Try not to worry about jinxing things just because you are graced with a good day/week/month. There shouldn't be hesitation in enjoying the present when it has such good news! Enjoy it to its fullest, and don't feel guilty for doing so. It's wonderful to hear she's doing so well.
ReplyDeleteYay! I am so happy to hear this. :)
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